Thank you so Much Karma..I owe you !!!

Hello One & All,

I've just come through the Best weekend ever :) There has been some major ups/downs in my life and now the Karma swing appears to be on the UP Side.

For several Years now I've been friends with a wonderful man who owns our Favourite dating site. I've pitched in for yrs over at the site. My friends work there and I have some wonderful friends among the millions of members. (both past and present.) Several years back my friend the Founder of the site and I sat down and discussed the future of the site. How to bring about change that will help members and employees alike. I have lost count of the time I devoted to the site..and friends of mine who have worked so hard to help members with time and advice. We did it because we cared and not because we hoped to gain something for ourselves but to try and create a happy, fun filled environment at the site where all members can enjoy themselves and have such a good time they'll keep coming back and convince their friends to join too.

Fast forward past the darkness of the Prince Not So Charming Scandal..and to the past week..I received a message from a gentleman in recruiting about considering a job with the site. For all these yrs I have said I am The Founders Intern/Cheerleader and happy to remain so. I did not need to be paid. I do not work for money. I am lucky in that respect. I followed up with a phone call and had the BEST interview I've ever had.
I really enjoyed it and the challenge. I had not asked for this job..I was asked if I wanted to consider it and become a part of this great website's team. I am so flattered and honoured. He told me how great I did at the interview and he seemed very impressed with me and my honesty. My name is moving forward in the interview process. I have owned my own businesses, worked for a bank and grocery/dept stores . At this point in my life I can afford to concentrate on my writing. I am blessed to have thousands of fans of my erotica.

That same night a friend of mine suggested I consider becoming a BeachBody fitness coach. I work out 4 times a day every day..I try to motivate my friends and people I meet so they can have and share positive healthy feelings with others. I love to see people smile/feel good and try to help folks feel better about themselves. I truly believe in helping others as I've been blessed. I act, I write, I volunteer. Paying it Forward is the code I live by. I truly think Karma turned around and swung in my direction for good.

Thank you to everyone for believing in me and my talent. (whichever talent of mine you like, many thanks.) Thank you for not giving up even when I almost did. Thank you to my thousands of fans,followers and friends. If the job does not pan out..well that is OK too. I will always be The Founders # 1 Intern/Cheerleader and #1 Fan of our site/employees. The honour of being asked to consider this position is one of the greatest things that ever happened to me. I will always be grateful and forever & always happy.

I owe you more then I can say. Thank you Karma.

xoxo,

Maureen

Tales Of The Prince Charming Scandal.."PS:Happy Valentine's Day Prince Rick"

Happy Valentine's Day ,

I saw that image on my boards and had to share it here. I do OWN everything that happened to me. I accept my guilt and responsibility for my own mistakes. My biggest mistake of course, being the Prince Not So Charming one. My sister and I were discussing the mess and she wondered how it had all begun. Thanks to Kim K dating Halle Berry's baby Daddy...and a female stalker who used to be a close/good friend..if not for them, this might not have happened at all. Sooo I guess I owe Kim K and Melo-Phon a Huge Thank you for leading me down this path.

It all started In Jan-Feb 2011...You can throw in Zumba workouts and his hatred for anything and everyone connected to it,identity theft, lies,fraud,theft, abuse, stalking, money problems, adultery,Bad credit, toenail fungus, STD testing which he refuses to do,  Tarot readings he had me do on Miss C (the woman he is in lust/love with and had been trying to leave his "wife" for the past 9 yrs to be with.The same woman who dislikes him intensely and has never had any feelings other then repulsion for him ).. and the so called "wifey" Irma-Ali ..adultery with male and female lovers, Police detectives, libel and slander..Truly does seems like a some kind of telenovela indeed. Throw in the Parents who told him that "wifey did not love him but was only with him for their money so she could  purchase a home." How in Hell did I end up in this giant mess ? I trusted a friend who I thought would never lie. I pleaded with him to go to counseling to figure out why his "wifey" was refusing to have sex with him in the way he wanted ( oral, anal, Breast play and three way ) but kept dating men/women behind his back. I suggested an open marriage might be the best for them.. I asked friends of mine who are lawyers to lend him a hand as he keeps taking the Bar Exam but can't pass it on his own ..yet he keeps telling co workers that the only reason "wifey" passed the Bar is because he either A) put on drag and took the test for her or  B) taught her all she knows and that his hard work made it possible for her to finally pass. I begged him to try and make an effort with "wifey's" son from a former relationship..To try and care about this young man..Nope He HATES the poor kid. I tried everything a friend would do to help the man who called me his "Best/Great Friend " and  nothing worked. Lesson Learned my friends..He seemed to be to good to be true or real..and he wasn't. Not by a long shot. You can only help those that really want to be helped. You can only be friends with people who tell the truth and really want to be your friend and not use you for what you can do for him or them.

Stay tuned or Tooned..there is more to come..Oh so much more..

Happy Valentine's Day,

Maureen

PS: Editing to add this funny jpeg which found its way to my Facebook page..This sums it all up I think...My nightmare began Feb 2011 and finally ended Nov 2014..I am one of the Lucky ones..I survived him & his lies.

"Tales of The Prince Charming Scandal"..Part # 1 "RUN."

Hello Dear Readers,

Consider this Part 1 of an epic blog post to come. I have 9 yrs to look back on and how after nearly 5 yrs of trust, respect and friendship I found out that 99.99 % of it was all FAKE/LIES. I have an idea of how I am going to write all this down and think I can pretty much guarantee the book that comes out of me and the "Prince Charming Scandal" will be a Number # 1 Bestseller. It has all the ingredients of a blockbuster movie. I even have a Singer/Dancer in mind to sing the theme song for it.

Right now while sorting through 9 yrs of emails, instant messages, notes, interviews with other victims of the "Prince" I heard this song..and the moment I did, I knew it was "THE SONG" to describe what I went through and how I'd want to warn the new victims to be..to just do this.."RUNNNNNNNNNNNN."

I know I was the Best Friend I could be to and for the "Prince" and Loved him as I do all my friends, both male and female. I thought he'd never lie to me because he lied to me and said he'd never lie ...Yes, I guess I really was the easiest of all his "Targets."

Here are the words that ring true most of all...I lived this for nearly 5 yrs of what I thought was a Great/Best Friendship. You needed someone to listen to your tales of Bar exams ? Check..I did that..You needed someone to tell you that you are a wonderful person ? Check..I did that DAILY..(and NEVER received a compliment in return because I was told you were raised in the "Mexican/Latino" tradition of Never complimenting women..after all, you could not handle a strong woman feeling good about herself.) You needed a check problem at work to vanish after you quit our company ? Check..I did that too. You needed someone to sit with you as you cried over your Great love for Miss C ? Check..I did that for nearly 6 hrs one day as you sat, cried and sighed over her and your "love." (Then this turned out to be a sick fantasy in his mind. NONE of it was true. ) You needed one of my awesome friends to accept you as a Linked In Connection and begged me to get her to accept you ? Check, I did that too. You needed help in your lawsuit against your city ? Check..I did that too. Yeah, gee what an awful friend I was to you ..I merely did everything you asked of me and from me because I thought that was what real friends did for one another.

"Run"

Here's some advise for the next one
Don't let him lead you to the dark
Don't tell him all your secrets
He'll leave you with a broken heart
He'll try and tell you that he wants you
Just to keep you on the line
And right when you're about to move on
He pulls you back in every time

[Hook]
Here's advice for the next one
Run, run, run
Here's advice for the next one
Run, run, run

[Verse 2]
Darling I know that you're just like me
You give your love up way too fast
But once it's gone it's gone forever
And there's no coming back from that
He's got this perfect way about him
He'll make you think that you come first
But you'll get lost in the challenge
You're trying not to get hurt

[Hook]
Here's advice for the next one
Run, run, run
Here's advice for the next one
Run, run, run

[Bridge]
Don't even search for that four-letter word
You'll never get it out
You try, and try, and try
But he'll just shut you down
Don't wanna say I told you so
So please go now

[Hook]
Here's some advice for the next one
Run, run, run
Here's some advice for the next one
Run, run, run


Hang on for Part # 2 my Faithful readers..It will be quite epic indeed.

Hugss & Thanks,

Maureen

"Zumba Magic and Madness..Oh what a Tangled Web We Weave...."

Hello All,

..Oh what a Tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive. Welcome to my latest tale of OMG WTF and How stupid can people truly be ?

Before I begin I would like to Thank all the friends, new and old who stayed loyal and as always continue to be supportive of me in all my ventures & adventures. Without your love, support & creative spark I would not be the woman I am today. Thank you for believing that respect, kindness, fairness, loyalty and  consideration for others is not a dying way of life.  Thank you for believing & Loving Me as I do all of you. YOU are the magic in my life. I will always be grateful.

To start this tale off one must travel back 4 years now...when my friends first began telling me about this newest craze Zumba..a fun dance inspired exercise. My friend Erin , my sister Beth..they all loved it. Seems like everyone did. I mentioned it to my Sugar Daddy and he went out and bought me all the dvds he could find on it, the workout clothing , Zumba sticks for exercise.You name it, I own it :)  I told my friends about it and we are researched the groups on Facebook to find local classes and events. We wanted to support those who teach it and show appreciation for a job well done.

4 years ago I also started trying to help/fix the problems at a website a friend of mine owns. I told friends who work/worked there that I LOVEEEE Zumba and all they ended up hearing about was the dance and my new zumba/yoga pants. :) When I find something that makes people feel good, I like to share the magic. I just want to see my friends/loved ones feel good and happy. I would have loved to have gotten Prince Charming into some yoga pants and watch him shake his famous "rear" to Zumba music but he left the site before I could. Sigh.

Yes, My loves...all of this is connected somehow..LOL..Give me time to tell you the tale.

Facebook has many groups on all sorts of things. I find them on my own or get asked to join or drafted by friends who think the group is a perfect fit for me. I found some amazing groups on Facebook for Zumba and joined them hoping I'd find the perfect instructor for us. I was accepted to several really good Zumba groups. I was thrilled. These wonderful men and women let me in to the Magic Zumba Zone as I named it. I noticed a man, let us call him, "Zumba Man" , an instructor who looked on the outside anyway, to be very competent. I sent him a simple message, "Liked" his FB page on Zumba and we became FB friends for a moment or two. I surround myself (and am lucky to do so) with creative, talented friends. I like to share the magic and encourage others to do so too. I figured he was a "safe" bet as I thought he was gay. I thought this isn't going to turn into a guy hitting on me problem or wanting to hit on my sexy friends I'd bring to his classes...he isn't after money..Ok..Safe...He wrote about how he lost a lot of weight through Zumba and I sent him a little msg thanking him for sharing his story so I can tell some friends who battle weight issues that Zumba can work that magic for them too. It takes Great courage/strength of character to write of something so personal. I encouraged him to think about making his own work out dvds. He sent me a long message after deleting me from his FB friend list about how busy he is and how he is running his own fb page (so do I, I manage to run 2 FB pages and keep my fb friend list intact.) and how having friends on both lists is confusing to him so he chose to make the sad decision to delete several of Us "friends." Though he did add, if I would meet would him, then perhaps he'd reconsider putting me back on his FB list. (My Uh Oh moment with him was right then.) I'd seen him follow this other local instructor, a woman we shall call Zumba # 1 all over FB...Everytime she made a move on fb he was right there "Liking" it. If she sneezed he was all over it. You get what I am trying to say. Since I liked his fb page, FB put an ad on my page asking me if I would "like" Zumba # 1's page. I took a look at a rather sad profile photo of her, looked and saw only 4 people "liked" her page and felt sorry for her. I noticed she is local, not far from me in fact and thought, well since Zumba Guy is all over her, recommending her to one and all..(and by this time I guessed that the 2 of them are probably dating.) I would take a chance on her. I sent Zumba guy a msg asking if she still taught locally as her fb page says she does. No reply. Nothing..Utter silence. My friends kept asking me about local Instructors..I posted in the groups I belonged to at fb and asked about local classes..Nothing from anyone. I went back to Zumba #1 fb page and noticed she has a more official Zumba page..Hurrah I thought, I can send her a msg there about classes. I did that before the night was over and bright and early the next day, there was a reply from her asking me to be her Facebook friend and telling me all her big plans and inviting me to events and how she is looking for space locally to teach in.

So far..so good....I do as she asks and accept her as a FB friend. (I have my family, loved ones, Sugar Daddy, celebrities on my page and I guard it very carefully. I only want to add folks who will bring the magic & fun to our lives.) We have a small chat in fb to introduce ourselves to each other and right away, yep you guessed it...she is asking me about Zumba Guy. I reply to her that I had not met him yet..and we both left the conversation soon after. Later that night a friend of mine tells me, "Hey I recognized your new fb friend." I asked her what she meant and she told me she had in fact met her at a Holiday party for the website she used to work for. Zumba # 1 dated or still is or is common law married (no one knows for sure) to a man I know. Wow, Now I am really surprised.I  had no idea. I logged into my fb to see she has deleted herself off my FB friend list and I sent her a simple, Thanks for asking to be on my fb list, have a great life, wish you happiness & success in all your ventures..she reads it and immediately Blocks Me. No reply of course. If I am going to walk away from anything, be it a business event, friendship , or relationship..I always make sure to let the other person/people know why. It is simple courtesy which has escaped these instructors it seems. Rather curious that I'd spent yrs discussing Zumba with a man and he never told me the significant other/whatever she is, is into it too. Weird.

Later that morning I send Zumba Guy a msg about her behavior and wondering if he knows why/has any thoughts on her bizarre behavior. He wrote me back apologizing for her and said ,"No sorry, I do not know." Ok dokey. One Zumba door closes and another opens..I have plenty of other friends who are into Zumba or who teach it. I became friendly with Zumba # 2..another woman. (After Zumba guy I am leery of some of the male instructors.) Zumba # 2 seems very tough and confident. (things I admire very much in others.) She begins messaging me daily and I told her I' d be happy to promote her Zumba events. She was thrilled to hear me say that and began sending me her website info, her diet shake business, her Zumba events, her FB page/group for a diet challenge, etc..and yes my darlings, I kept my word and promoted the heck out of her..My Fb page, twitter, FB pages, Pinterest..you name it and I talked her up about it. It reached the point that Zumba # 2 was giving me hugs and messaging me daily. :) I worried about her knees from all the stress and reminded her about using ice nightly when she came home. I really liked this gal. She invited me to come to her gym and work out with her..I was really looking forward to that..then came the day in July that her big Zumba event for charity was being held. She sent me msgs the night before and that day..How she could not wait to meet me..How excited she was :) Lots of hugss..and see ya there...Our bad luck was two fold that day but in hindsight maybe me arriving late saved me the anguish and pain I later ended up dealing with..Zumba #1 and Zumba Guy were at that event too. (insert diabolical music for those two) I was told later by a reliable source that Zumba Guy has been telling folks some lies about me and that his wife (yep married man, who knew..) who I've never met.. dislikes me intensely.

I sent Zumba # 2 a msg that night saying how sorry I was to miss her, explained what happened and told her I'd be ON as I wanted to hear all about it...within moments of me sending that msg that same day as her event..(Yes you guessed it..) she read my msg and deleted me as her friend, Unlinked from me at Linked In (yes, we got that close that I risked adding her to my Professional Connection list) and kept me as member of her FB group she wanted me to promote but blocked me from seeing any posts there. She also kept me as a member of her Zumba FB group. I had her email so I sent her a "Is everything ok ?" message and she wrote back that she'd been "warned" about me at the Zumba event and with "good reason" had to distance herself from me...but she still needed me, really NEEDED Me and my help to promote all her businesses..and if  behaved and promised to be good, she might take me back as a friend one day. I sat there shaking as I read these words from her. If I behaved....warned about me...good reason...still needed me to work for free for her.. I asked her to tell me what was said about me..that since someone is spreading lies about me that I have a right to know..She kept emailing me everyday as if things were normal. One of my friends joined her fb group, I promoted her stuff as I would normally do..WHY did I do that you may very well ask..I did it because Once I give my word, I keep it. I promised Zumba #2 since she was overwhelmed in her life/business that I'd help her out..Zumba # 1 destroyed the friendship there but unlike her, I choose to honor and keep my word and once I promise something, I keep my word something Zumba # 1 knows NOTHING about.

From that Early Sun morn to Wed we kept emailing...she would dangle hints in front of me as to who told her what...and that perhaps the liars (as we now think of them) were just "assuming." I'd ask her "Assuming what ?" No reply..then on WED she took pity on me and told me she'd been warned at the Zumba event that I intended to cause her "great harm." That I would break her heart..I asked her if you are so afraid of me hurting you why didn't you call the Police and report this ? WHO lied to you about me ? (Yes my darlings, we know who did it..) Did you save any evidence ? (I knew my legal team would ask that.) She pleaded/begged me to not kill/harm/hurt her..over and over in the email she begged me for her life..She kept telling me how nice I am and what a great friend I was..I assured her I would never harm her or hurt anyone and no idea why the liars told her that. This poor fragile, gullible woman was living in fear of her life. What if I'd gone to her gym as she asked me too and met her there only to end up with her attacking and killing me because of the liars ? Once I told My Sugar that and Our Legal Team there was nothing else I could do but report it to our Local Police dept.

Fast Forward to me taking a meeting with a Detective over this mess. I had to explain who was involved, give him all the details and names of those involved in the lying..The Detective was very patient and understanding with me and we went through the whole mess. He tracked one of those involved to their job in SF..He told me I needed to get my legal team/lawyer to call that persons boss in SF and tell them what their employee is doing in their hours away from the city. Spreading rumors that someone is going to attack/harm/kill someone is slander/libel and anyone with a legal degree would already know that. This is after all my reputation at stake. I work very hard for many charity groups all over the world. I have worked most of my life to get to this point and folks know they can depend/trust/ Have faith in me. We talked for quite sometime over these liars and Poor Zumba # 2. Yes, I let Zumba  # 2 know what I was doing so if the Police contacted her it wouldn't frighten her. I told her I would not settle for less then a full apology and for the Liars to admit what they did and accept the guilt for it.I thought we should quietly let our friends in the Zumba community know what these liars did so they could not harm or slander anyone else we know.. Her reply to me ? Deleted me from her FB Zumba group..(My friend quit her diet group because once I was explained why I was promoting a site I could not see, she said "NO way" and quit.) Deleted me from her group she had me promoting.. I am invisible to Zumba # 1 and Zumba # 2 though I am aware as folks took a screen shot..that on one of my friends pages , when she  thanked me for being so nice/supportive and of course, they had to come on there and comment in the negative.

No my Darlings...the Liars never apologized to Me or anyone for what they did. They will go on their way hurting other innocent people and not care. I have quietly explained to everyone I know in our Zumba community that these people are the kind of folks who like to look you in the face when they are stabbing you in the back. Thank God, I am a firm believer in Karma. All of this is going into a book I am currently working on about the site, our friends, and now toss in this Zumba madness. One of my dearest friends told me I am a "wounded bird" collector. That these folks flock to me, to lean on me and ask for my help then the drama starts and they vanish as quickly as they came into my life/world. I keep on saying I won't let new people in..yet I still do so. WE can not let the Bad Guys/Liars win. Someone has to stand up and say "#NOMORE...No More lies, No More Victims..NO more of them in our lives.

Zumba is a joy, it is magic, fun..Great for your health and Great way to spend time with friends/loved ones..Great place to make new friends, find your way and put the magic back into your life. I am not letting these instructors take away my Joy in life and my friends. I know that even a bad day in and of our lives is better then any day in theirs. Just be careful and do what I did not do, VET any instructor you let into your life over anything. I foolishly trusted some of these people and have lived to regret it.

Btw if the liars had come to me and lied about Zumba # 2 ..what would I have done ? I would have politely listened and nodded my head, asked them where the evidence was, thanked them for the warning and found a quiet place/time to sit down with #Zumba 2 and ask her if she knew what was going on...was she angry at me ? did she ever make a joke about hurting me ?? and tell her that I am giving her the benefit of the doubt and that just because I listened to the liars it did NOT mean I believed them. I was lucky and explained some of this to an instructor I really admire and when I told her I was afraid of losing folks with Zumba # 2 repeating the lies of Zumba #1 and Zumba Guy..she told me, "I choose my own friends and will not listen to anyone else." I thanked my friend for that. It was the strength I needed to write all this down.

Now to the sketch..A dear friend of mine who is my partner in the official site webpage at FB and in helping me revitalize the web site, He and I were talking about this Zum Mess that Zumba # 1 created...we managed to find some humor in her stupidity and lies..(tho how I am not sure ) He drew this of me as the "Zumba Ninja Assassin" since that is how Zumba # 1 labeled me. When I told a beautiful friend of mine in Japan that I am supposed to be this Hitwoman and how terrified Zumba # 2 is of me..she was shocked and said, "you ?" It made no sense to anyone I spoke to about this mess. To picture me..think of a red headed girl the size of a Tinker Belle figure..and Zumba #2 who is still afraid of me, she is so much taller, bigger and stronger then I'll ever be. I shudder to think of what have happened if I'd been foolish enough to go to her gym. I think my family/friends would have been planning my funeral and perhaps that is what Zumba # 1 wanted all along. Thankfully the Police and Our Legal Team stepped in to make sure all the evidence is safe  and that I would not be a victim of some sad pathetic woman hell bent on spreading lies to make herself feel better.

Thanks for reading My Darlings,

xo,

Maureen


"Maureen as Zumba Ninja Assassin Woman"

Sketch done by Luis A.

I am too Sexual it seems..How is that even possible ? I am a Sugar Baby..That is what I do..what I am

Welcome to June 2014 My Darling Readers...

Wow..what a yr it has been for me indeed. Sadly in April I lost my daughter/cat , Bows..and on my Birthday no less. Before that we lost Sugar Daddy's dog, Scooter. I kept thinking..Ok, it can't get much worse right ? I mean I am a firm believer in God does not give you more then you can handle..ummm , somewhere I missed the memo on exactly what I am capable of handling all at once.

This year..3 different women, no connection to one another it seems..all accused me in various ways of sleeping with their "men" or wanting to. Ok, I get it, as a Sugar Baby I am an easy Target...but me ? ME ??

The first case was a lovely teen girl from Canada and she is adorable, sweet, kind and pretty too. She saw my posts on a friend of mine's page on Facebook. She saw her Boyfriend reply to me and he was joking or so I thought about getting together with me. (Me=USA Him=Canada) I thought nothing of it until she contacted me the next day and asked me to Please not message or become friends with her boyfriend.  We began messaging daily , private messages and we became friends. I said I would love to add her to my FB friend list but how to do that without her BF wondering..she said "Let's do it anyway." I do not think he even noticed I was there. :)

Case # 2 was just weird and left a very bad taste in my mouth...I know some folks from the "other" site we are working to save. A talented friend of mine, a fabulous singer and #MyForeverFriend and I were on her Facebook page messaging back and forth and I noticed this man replying to us..then moments later he and I end up messaging and Linking In ..I think he is just funny, smart and a nice guy. Honest to a fault if you will. He asks me about myself, I told him how I've been working towards helping save the site where my friends work and he used to work. Everything is fine..or so I think. Remember a few blog posts back when I said I asked a former employee some advice on how to set up a FB page for employees/members because she quit our site and now works at FB..well  she was so sweeeeeeeet to me, rushed to add me to her fb friend list..She gave me great advice and after I accepted her she deleted me, blocked me and vanished ? Well she unblocked me so she could see my posts and such..she and this nice guy along with a large group of his male buddies were all commenting on something he posted on fb..I said something along the lines of "well said Sir." He came back with something funny and I added LOL. This woman came onto the thread and asked me if we'd ever met . I said Not yet, he did too. I was worried as I could sense something was way "off" in this person. I sent her a pvt msg thanking her for her great advice which helped Luis and I set up the Online dating page at FB. I said I was sorry she deleted me but was grateful for her help. I receive a message back that slams me for being me. I am told I am to nice and to friendly and that is bad, dangerous if you will. She told me that I do not understand social boundaries. (WTF ?? is what I thought.) I did not get my truth until later when the man and my friend talked about the problem..turns out, without me knowing, this girl has the hotttts for the guy and was trying to cyber him into a relationship and there I go, pushing my way into a post with the words "well said Sir." How dare any woman talk to him when she is trying to woo him into bed ? My bad..I did not understand her version of social boundaries is "do not talk to men I am trying to have sex with."

Case # 3 is the one that bothered me the most..Once more involving a former employee from our site. I accepted him on my Linked In and all was good..Then exactly like above, I was commenting on #MyForeverFriend's FB page and see him commenting too..then suddenly a friend invite comes up from him..I asked my friend, "I think I recognize the name...is he ok ?" She said yes. I checked my Linked In and there he was..So knowing my friend is a great judge of character I accept him on Fb. Fast fwd to April 1 and he posts a sad post on how sick he is and rushing to the hospital. (Yes darlings, I know what day April 1st is but all , and I do mean ALL of his male friends are posting support messages..) I add my prayers to the support page and minutes later he posts "April fools bitches." His friends did not think that was funny. Neither did I. I sent him a pvt msg about apologizing to his friends since one of them posted that if this happened next yr he'd get unfriended.. I said he deserved a spanking for upsetting his friends..he just laughed and posted "Giddy yup" to me. Later his Girlfriend he lives with sees these pvt msgs , goes to him for an explanation and it ends up in a battle royale/arguement. Yes, you guessed it, she sought me out on Linked In and Fb to ask me how long he and I had been sleeping together..(another wtf moment) I spent most of that night comforting her (really sweet lady) and trying to find out if he is ok. That night turned into a long week of daily messaging with her and him..then he asks me to call him and I do..then he wants to talk every night. I give him the best advice I can. I told her the truth. I did not sleep with your man nor do I want to. She believes me and he keeps telling me how Great a friend I am, how loyal and how much he counts on me. I told him to do what is best for himself and her. Told her not to throw away a loving relationship of 4+ yrs. Then I open my email one day and the message from him reads that he is deleting me from his FB because I am merely a reminder of that night /fight. (so much for being the one friend he could count on and trust, huh ?) He says I can remain on his Linked In and email him. (my, how generous of him) I wrote back wishing them both happiness and to take care of himself. Then later that night he exits my Linked In and deletes me.  Never saw or heard from him again. The Girlfriend ? She and I sent some messages back and forth as I wanted to know if she was doing ok and she and her kids/grandbaby are just fine. :) Thank goodness for that.

This is where it goes into the Twilight Zone Time. I told a close buddy of mine all about this...3 women in 4 months all accusing me of chasing, or would be chasing or having sex with their man..I thought he'd laugh his head off..Little Me being accused of this and he did not. (I told Prince Charming about it too but he never replied to that email or any others it seems. If you see this Prince, hope the check mess got cleared up.) He told me I am to sexual and need to tone it wayyyy down. I was shocked..I told him I never flirted with , met or talked dirty to any of these men nor would I..he said YOU are just to sexual..your voice, everything..You make men uncomfortable..(This coming from a man who wrote a comic book filled with rape/sexual situations and who read my erotica but never told me what he thought of it.) I cried about this and told my Sugar Daddy who became upset..(Sugar D told me once that my job was "Sit still, smile and look pretty." ) He said to me that was not true, do not change who I am or how I talk.  That some men can handle what I am and how I look/speak and some can't. Now, surviving these 3 accusations..and now the loss of the friendship I had with the man because sadly, we are not as close as we once were. I am a sexual person because I was trained to serve and provide pleasure..to do as Sugar says, "Sit still, smile and look pretty."

ALL I can be is me..that is it. My job is to please the man who takes care of me and myself. I know I am not the Little Innocent Princess that most folks see me as but I also know I am not guilty of being this man eating tramp who was out to steal men from their girlfriends or from the woman hunting for a man to be nice to her. I wish them all peace and happiness as I wish for everyone.

If I'm  too sexual then so be it...I am Me..hear me roar..Take me or leave me..I am still going to be just the best version of me I can be.

xoxoxox,

Maureen

PS: Added a correction in spelling and these last 2 pix. :)

Deja Vu: Naughty Knickers, Naughty Book and Mexican Food ...March 2014 edition

Hello Darlings and Welcome to 2014..(Yeah yeah, I can hear ya, it is March already and NOW you are wishing a Happy welcome ?? LOL )

Sorry darlings, real world issues caught up with me..Isp failure , sick dog..I was sick with a never ending cough..but now, I can concentrate on my writing once more. I am set for Tale # 6 of my adventures on an "adult" website and happy to share the news that the adult site is doing GREAT and we have the man who created the site back at the helm of the ship and things are looking good. We have lost some irreplaceable employees who I hope one day, might rejoin us in a management position. (Fingers crossed for this.)

Now on to the title of this blog...For those of you who know me well..You know I write erotica, that I am a Sugar Baby and Love naughty knickers..Something about what I just typed has me laughing outloud. A year or 2 ago , Sugar took me out shopping and splurged on some sexy lingerie, then we found some erotic books and finished the night with Mexican food.

Deja Vu for me on Fri night..The night before we went shopping and Sugar bought me this little number..In purple..(showing 2 pix, the pink I am sharing so you can see the back side of it.) I love it..very sexy and uber comfortable.

 Friday we decided to go shopping and I found a pair of skorts that I loveeee and in my colour, Pink.. Fab price and fit like a second skin.

They are by the Tranquility Brand of Yoga/exercise gear. Really well made and as I said very comfortable on. I was walking around the book section (or sextion..LOL ) and came across a racy little book of erotica and of course I had to grab it.. C 'mon darlings, ya'll know me by now. I love to see what my fellow writers are coming up with. Some of the BDSM (My genre of choice) is quite different. I wonder how many of those writers have lived the lifestyle ?

Sugar Daddy wanted to check out our local Frys so off we went. (For those that do not know it is a HUGE electronic store that sells everything even dolls !!) I searched in vain for these dolls as they are on my list. Sugar surprised me with Torelei Power Ghoul..Thrilled to get her. These 2 Boy dolls, as they are called, are "Slo MO" the zombie and "InvisiBilly" the son of the Invisble Man.

Going to this Frys is always an adventure for me. Something about me seems to attract the wildest of men..One recent visit, I was walking behind Sugar and a salesman, and a good looking man came running through the aisle, I am betting he was store security, I saw him running in my direction, I stepped as far out of his way as possible without climbing onto a shelf..and yep, you guessed it, as he dashed towards me, moving into my path, he groped me on his way out the door. One of my famous boobs and his hand just could not resist. Frys is, as I said, quite an adventure. Love the store tho, they even sell porn. Dolls, great snack bar, books, appliances, pc stuff and porn..a solid win :)

We finished up the night at Baja Fresh and wow...it was quite delicious. I always order the kids meal as that is the perfect size meal for moi. Naughty knickers, hot skort in pink, erotic novel , Frys (Not groped this time tho the employees do follow me around a lot..LOL ) and Mexican food..No better way to end the night then to have some Mexican in my Mouth. ;)

Happy March Darlings...and keep your spirits High, your knickers down and naughty,

xoxo,

Maureen

Ode to a Prince

Happy Tues all...

I wrote this and shared it in my blog on our "other" site..I heard this song and I thought to myself, "Wow, this is what I've tried to tell Prince Charming but it is not getting through." He told me recently he'd been to my blog on our "other" site and read some of it, viewed pix etc. I was thrilled he made that effort and then one day K101-FM began playing this song and I knew it..felt it..it fit with everything I've ever tried to tell him in the yrs we've been friends. If  I am anything , I am loyal to those I love/care about. I am the one you call in the middle of the night if he or she broke your heart, the one you call when You get busted and need bail money..The one friend who won't ask intrusive questions..The One who will stand with you when others won't. I believe when others won't and I stay the same, always always always, once I promise I stick to it. Other friends and lovers may leave you alone but I never will..the only way we part is if you walk away. Womb to the tomb is my life.

I asked The Prince recently about the collar..he said it is intact until he says otherwise. Through heaven, hell and everything in between. The roller coaster we've been on has taken some huge drops but even better HUGE Climbs. Thanks to him I have my erotica and more to come from our tales of adventures on Our "other" site. I will keep on writing so the memories will never fade. Thanks to him I have friends in my life I might not have been blessed to meet. I have reunited with friends I thought lost and am helping to save the "other" site because it is worth saving. For Employee's and Members alike.

This is my Ode to him..He might never see it but as I said in the blog post below.I will..and I will know I have written this and shared it.

Thanks for reading & xoxoxox,

Maureen

My Blog Post on Our "Other" Site :

Hello...

I had this song on my mind and in my heart so felt I had to share it. You won't see it, or read this but I'll know I did this. The lyrics are perfect. I sang this song today while naked in the bathroom..Yes, thinking of you.

Oh and yes, Sinner and sinning Redhead here..LOL..do not tell me by now you are surprised at this..LOL. You once told me how evil I was..I do not think I can surprise you anymore..or perhaps I will..

I always believed in You..Always..always and always.

xxoo,

Ana6

My Kind Of Love

I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try.
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy,
Still I'm not gonna lie.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

I know i'm far from perfect,
Nothin' like your entourage.
I can't grant you any wishes,
I won't promise you the stars.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

Cause when you've given up,
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
That's when you feel my kind of love.
And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your happy off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.

You won't see me at the parties,
I guess I'm just no fun.
I won't be turning up the radio
Singing "Baby You're The One".
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

I know sometimes I get angry
And I say what I don't mean.
I know I keep my heart protected,
Far away from my sleeve.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

Cause when you've given up
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
That's when you feel my kind of love.
And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your happy off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.

Cause when you've given up.
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
That's when you feel my kind of love.