Our Life is what our thoughts make of it

Hello Dear Readers,

Just today I had to change my blog settings..I thought I could keep this an open blog but now since I've been unfairly accused of something to keep my privacy, I had to change my settings on the blog to closed to only my fellow bloggers..

I have not done the things someone else accused me of doing. I was not asked if it had happened I was told it happened and to not do it again by someone I trusted. I had to talk to someone else I trusted to make sure if they were the person passing along info they needed to know someone is lying to them and about them too. Now this friend of mine is angry and hurt..and oh yes, crying too. Congrats Monster who sought to hurt me among others..Your lies made someone who trusted you cry too. Bet you didn't think that would happen did you ? Long weekend of no fun. Have I finally stopped you and your lies about me ? I doubt it. With my luck you are a fellow blogger here too..My own family came to view my blog and now I have to close it to stop anymore lies from spreading. They might think it was because of them.

I do not dislike easily or even hate..but now..I am raging. How dare you violate my life and privacy with your lies and gossip ? How dare you Monster..

My one saving grace is that people who believed in you now know you for the liar you are. I was told quite awhile ago by someone I trusted that you are a liar and to not believe a single word you say..You messed with the wrong Bitch this time. Karma will come to those who do evil as well as those who do good.

Sorry folks..Had to say it..

Maureen

Happy Birthday to MOI :) Mexican food, boobs and donuts..LOL.

Hello Darling Readers,

Well April 18th 2012 has come and gone..My Birthday. It was a wonderful day which I spent laughing and having a delightful time for the whole 24 hrs. Everyone should have such a day.

The flowers are sent via online from my sis in the UK..Loved them..Put them everywhere today. LOL. Yeah that is how this Princess rocks and rolls.

I woke up..Fed my kitties..Hungry demanding devils..way to much like me..LOL..Did a full power workout and felt awesome..Grabbed a hot shower..which is a normal shower until I get into it and it becomes HOTTT..(LOL) Then the Sexy Kitten makeup goes on..check..did that...add tight pants and my slutty top which is slit from neck to belly button.check got that ;) Hot pink Birthday bra and voila..Baby is ready to rock..I wrote my emails and chatted with a close pal Kat..we shared some good laughs..Prince Charming sent me offline msgs before I logged in to let me know he was thinking of me. (xoxo and thanks babe) Then Sugar Daddy came into the pc room at our house..He took one look at me and eyes went straight to the cleavage he could not miss..and blushed, giggled like a teenage boy and said "Boobies"..then he saw the rest of me and said "Wow".

Sugar Daddy took me to a meal at my very favourite Mexican eatery..delish and packed today of all days. As we drove there a white truck passed us and the passenger leaned out of his window to take a look at me or as much of me as he could see..Could he see boobage from there ? Maybe so. LOL..Hope he enjoyed it..By his smile I think he did. After our meal as we exited the place 3 men sitting at a nearby table all gave me that "look". Made me feel good to make people feel something special on my special day.

Went shopping for the infamous black and white and hard to find Frankie Stein from the Monster High doll collection..No luck sadly. Bought some stuff for kitties at Target and ran by Toys R us and Kmart in hopes for the doll..(sigh...next time) Finished up the night at an amazing place called Chucks Donuts..(Yum yum good..too good..) I had to have one for my bday and the kitties love donuts so shared with my girls.

Came home to install new memory in our pc and now it works even faster and I love it as it is so quiet now..Thanks Mike for being by your phone and knowing I'd need you to talk me through some of it. XOXO.

Welcome to my Birthday...Great fun..Great food..Great Cleavage..(LOL) Happy day all 24 hours of it.

Huggs and Kisses,

C'est Moi,

Maureen***

Hooray for Hollywood and now home...

Hello,

It's me once again. I am home finally from my romantic adventures in Hollywood. My Sugar Daddy took the photo here so I could share it with one and all.

My Tarot was right. I did need to get away and get my head straight again and figure out what I truly want and need for my own life. I needed to take a step back and try and figure out where I am heading to. I needed a break from Prince Charming and all the extra drama surrounding me. Did I think about the Prince while in Los Angeles ? Of course I did, but not as much as I thought I would. I saw his name everywhere and even saw buses with the names of the cities he lived in while going to University down here in Los Angeles. One night I went to a fast food eatery and the Manager reminded me sooo much of Prince R that I had to laugh. He even did the same Rico Suave act and flirted with me very obvious too. The Manager even assured me "I will see you tomorrow"..LOL..Really ?? Let me know how that works for you, I thought.

We had a marvelous drive to So Calif and made it there in 6 hours or so. I love Hollywood and have friends who are in the industry and that makes for fascinating conversation. I was having a blast till Sun night when I went into my hotel rooms bath and was in the shower..I suddenly slipped..found myself falling backwards and smacked my head straight into the shower wall with such a force, it shook the room. I screamed and I could hear my Sugar Daddy yell from the other room where the Grammys were on and Adele was singing. I found myself pitching forward and about to slam face first into the hard tile floor outside the shower/tub when I felt something or someone push me backwards..I hit the wall again, leaving brusies all over my back, started to slide down into the tub and as it happened, I began to view it all from outside of my body..I blacked out and the next thing I know Sugar Daddy is standing next to the tub quite concerned. He asked me who the President was and I said "Von Hindenburg" and we thought if I can name cabinet ministers from 1930's Germany, than I am going to be okay. It was a long tense night and alot of ice on my head. We did not sleep till well into the next morning.

I am still having some twinges of pain from this fall and smackdown in the tub. I can not recall how I ended up in the tub and it hurts to try to remember what really happened in there. I will never know who saved me I just know someone did and it sure as hell was not me. My friend Mare sent me a message detailing something similar happened to her in her artists studio. She believes we were both saved for a reason. Am I worth saving ? Probably not..but someone thought so..and here I am to blog yet another day.. The rest of the trip was amazing..fun filled..Cool people I met..Great meals..Lovely presents and a very romantic Valentines day.

I am happy to be home but truly miss So Calif right now. I would have preferred to have a non accident trip but there you go..somethings happen for a reason.. As we drove home we were about 55 miles frome home when a guy was speeding behind us..so we pulled over and slowed down to let him pass us and he did so at 80+ miles per hour..he lost control of his car, an SUV and went up on 2 wheels and slammed into a big rig in the next lane..His radiator fluid ended up spraying all over our car/windshield. With Sugar Daddys Nascar driving skills we managed to avoid getting anything worse than that. I checked on the big rig guy and the speedy driver and both were shaken but okay. What a trip..starts off with a fall and ends with a crash...We made it safely home though and boy did our house look great to us by than.

Happy to be home and Happy to be writing this to you all..Happy Weekend,

Maureen***

Sugar Babyz Unite :)

Hello My Friends,

I am enjoying life each and every day. A year ago in Feb 2011 I was dealing with a bizarre female stalker at our "other" site. She was determined to make me pay for walking, no make that, running away from her so called "friendship". It was one of the brighter decisions I ever made. 2011 was a year of personal growth for me. My erotic writing took off and has over 35,000 readers now. I am very happy that something I created can make others happy too.

2011 was the year of the "Prince Charming" and all that he did for me,because of me and to me. He is my muse, good or bad. The writing will live long after I have ceased to and am to be found in one of the 7 circles of Hell. (LOL) I am sooooooooo going to dedicate the book of erotica to him even though he would prefer to remain in the shadows. I feel like taking a lighthouse and turning that big light right on my work. :)

I keep hearing from my men and women friends on how hard it is to find love and sexual chemistry. I hear Men blaming women and vici versa. I am in the rare situation with more than one to keep me happy though one is trying harder than the other these days ;) I want all my friends to find what they are seeking to make them happy. Do whatever it takes to satisfy the primal urges. Why say No when saying Yes feels so right ?

I guess I am just sitting here right now and wondering what do I really want ? Is what I wanted last year still what I am aching for this year ? Where is the man who told me he wanted me pulsating and panting for his touch ? How he demanded to see that before coming to me..I never said being a Sugar Babyz was easy but damm my angels, it should not be this hard. Should it ?

I did my own Tarot as you've seen me mention before..it was very eye opening. The cards read the Prince exactly as I knew they would. They described him to a "T". They also said for my own good I needed to take a vaca somewhere..and soon..Week later another Horoscope arrives and tells me Sugar Daddy and Babyz have to go away NOW. I told Sugar Daddy and lo and behold he believed it too. I received an interesting Tarot reading today by email and thought I'd share it here.

The Three cards for my reading for WED FEB 1st 2012 were..
The World (Love)..The Hanged Man (Touchstone)..The Star (Career)

Today, you're in no mood to declare your undying devotion to your partner, MAUREEN. The conjunction of the Hanged Man and the World puts you in a bad position for making sacrifices or concessions. You keep your distance rather than get too involved, and you prefer light-heartedness to stability. You must act as you think best, but take care not to hurt those close to you with your fickle attitude.Professionally, your projects seem to have come to a standstill. The alliance between the Star and the Hanged Man indicates a situation where you can do nothing, but wait. Naturally, this is quite frustrating. Even more so because you have plenty of ideas, but neither the resources nor the authority to put them into practice. Your action radius is rather reduced, because the people higher up are not giving you the recognition and trust that you deserve. Do not let this get you down too much; continue to do your best!

This was followed by these two, a regular horoscope and a Love scope..

Your love horoscope for February 1, 2012 Don't allow the appearance of troubled waters to stop you from planning a wonderful time out with your partner later on today. The current transits could mean that you may have a few things to discuss, but it would be best if you did not put this off, even though you suspect that you may need to be quite firm about a certain issue. Talking brings a happy resolution.
　
Your horoscope for February 1, 2012 Love matters may seem to be far worse than they really are, MAUREEN. Emotion runs high as your current love interest seems preoccupied and uncommunicative; however, it wouldn't be a good idea to let your insecurities get the best of you and lash out. Your partner's heart is with you, though the mind is another matter. Family or career problems are getting in the way of your enjoying each other. Bite your tongue, be patient, and hang in there.

Not sure what to make of any of it yet..It is WED and that is ..um..was a Prince Charming day..

Hoping your HUMP Day/WED is a Great one,

Hugsss,

Maureen

My Daily Tarot reading for Jan 24 2012

Hello all,

I am still standing..as Elton John would sing..I will survive as Gloria would sing..

Those of you who know about my Prince and myself well ..9 mths is as long as "always" appears to last.

That is why I thought this Tarot reading I received in my email was to to funny..Someone is either reading my mind/heart or just trying to be helpful in a bizarre way.

The other reading I did for myself was very good. It described the Prince to a "T" and said what I needed was a very nice restful vacation..so it looks like I shall be heading to Southern Calif soon..Peace is what the cards are telling me I need. I shall listen to them.

Enjoy this wild Tarot..& Hugssss,

Maureen

PS: I am not the one who closed the door on anything..or did I ?? ;)

Daily Tarot for Jan 24, 2012 ..The Emperor (Love)..The Judgement (Touchstone)..The Hanged man (Career)

Today, be ready to listen to someone who opens their heart to you, MAUREEN! Judgment, together with the Emperor, promises a few surprises as far as love is concerned. You may have thought that Prince Charming hardly knew you existed, but he suddenly looks your way; or Sleeping Beauty suddenly wakes from her slumber and her eyes light on you. Your daily routine is set to be stirred up by unexpected events - don't close the door on them!As far as work is concerned, you may get some news that leads to a shake-up, but it doesn't excite you in the least! With the Hanged Man clouding your attitude, you're unable to take full advantage of the opportunities offered by Judgment. You could be offered a journey to the ends of the earth and you'd only see it as a great reason to stay home in bed. A bit more optimism and open-mindedness will bring you great things today!

Tarot Cards..Love and wth ??

Hello all,

I hope this finds everyone well and happy..I am doing good today. Had a bunch of laughs with a pal from the "other" site as we refer to it..(The link is on my google+ profile) Then I came to my emails and the horoscopes, tarot and love scope for WED was there in my inbox. WED is "Prince Charming" day for me usually..Not sure what the stars are trying to tell me. I have been to afraid to do my own Tarot card reading for fear of what it will tell Me. Maybe tonight I will..

Wish me luck..I'll need it..

Here is my daily horoscope for WED :

Your horoscope for January 11, 2012 When it comes to issues of requiring real thinking, be careful of letting someone else take control. You might have a rather lazy attitude in this department, MAUREEN, and it could be tempting to simply let someone else do the thinking for you. This type of attitude is apt to lead you down a path that is not meant for you to walk on. Taking responsibility for yourself means always thinking for yourself, as well. So do it.

Yowsa...that is sooo me, isn't it ? Little Miss does what she is told to do always..sigh..

My Love scope also WED :

Your love horoscope for January 11, 2012 The vibration from the planets makes you very prone to believing anything and everything today. If someone has been pursuing you quite ardently, you may find that they resort to a different set of tactics whereby they try to work on your sympathy, or get you to listen to a certain sob story in order to make you feel guilty. Whatever you do, don't pay attention.

Great..I can see how WED is going to be already...more sighs..

The Tarot for WED..The cards were : The High Priestess (Love) The Empress (Touchstone) and The Star (Career)

The word for your love life today, MAUREEN, is caution! Don't try talking things over with others until you've thought real hard about what you can or should say. The dual influence of the High Priestess and the Empress is making you rather ambivalent - you feel open and reserved, both at the same time. So no empty-headed chattering with your girlfriends, no rambling to your significant other, just sit quiet and listen and don't speak unless you have to.In your professional life, your sincerity and motivation make you very successful. When it comes to analyzing situations, you are lucid and intelligent, you take the right steps to resolve any problems, and you know how to negotiate with your partners and how to conclude a deal with a client. The Star and the Empress are exerting a very beneficial influence on all your human contacts and communications today. As soon as you open your mouth, people will listen!

The words for the day..Listen and Caution..Oh boy is Ryans room going to be a lot of fun today.

Hugsss,

Maureen, Your Favourite Red headed Witch :)

PS: I will do a Tarot tonight before bed and post results later..wish me more luck.

Gimme the bad news baby..I want to know that I am your biggest mistake

Hello,

A HUGE thank you to two friends of mine who cheered me up today and sat with me and let me cry on them a bit..Ok more than a bit...sorry ladies about that :)

My sis Beth asked me what I was looking for or hoping for..all I want now is the truth. I think I know it but I just want to hear it . As bad as I know it will be, I'd rather hear it than go on wondering what went wrong.

It's funny and sad..everytime I go out I get attention from men..tonight I had to call in a new credit card and the guy started giving me his whole life story from high school on and than added I should call anytime ..and how sad he was that he did not have a direct phone number to give to me so I could call him and just him..I told him, yes I was using The Voice, "Baby, you have my number now..use it". The one man I want to talk to me can't be bothered and all the rest, all they seem to want to do is talk to me..touch me..possess me. Promise me how happy they can make me..Fairy tales should not be this hard. (BTW the credit card guy has a hot voice too and is a reserve fireman in Arizona. Sounded hot. )

Even for this Sugar Babyz life is hard..Does it ever get any easier when the folks we care so much for let us down ?

Hugssss,

Maureen