Bigger Better Brighter Days Ahead

Good Morning Darling Readers..

I promised a happier Blog post and this is it..A few cute jpegs that made my heart go "awww" when I saw them.

Happy News to share : I am now at over 50,000 views/readers of my 5 Erotic tales and for that I am so damm grateful. Thank you all for helping me reach this milestone. It is just the beginning..Onwards and Upwards.

At another site where My Erotica is published..I started a thread titled "Lost Princess"..on my search for answers as to why a Man pretended to be Prince Charming and a Master when he was not able to be either of those things. I have made some lifelong family/friends at that site. In the 3 yrs the thread has been up...It has reached 100 pages...36,799 views and 2,475 replies. Men and Women came together to help the Lost Princess (Me) find some answers. Along the way we've shared advice, laughs, sexy giggles, smiles and sadness too..Some of our family there have weathered health issues and breakups. We stood together and weathered it all. This morning a post by me created page #100.

I have not cried over the loss of  "The Prince". I did cry over Boston and West Texas and Prayed for peace and safety for all I care for. No tears for him though I know that feeling all to well over 3 yrs..I never gave up on the image of him that he pretended to be. I probably never will. I wish him peace and happiness and may the woman he loves so much one day find it in her heart to not make fun of him and love him back instead of making him and his love for her a joke to be mocked and ridiculed.

I have all my emotions back and all pistons are firing Normal and Happy :) I just wanted to share the jpegs in case others here feel the same type of loss and sadness..YOU can and will heal..It just takes time for us all to begin anew. If I can do it, and I never thought I could..Then so can YOU.

Hang in there Darlings..This roller coaster is on the way UP for good...

Hugss,

Maureen

Happy Birthday To Me On My Day of Freedom :)

Hello Darling Readers,

Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeee...This is the first time in 3 yrs that a certain "Prince" will not be a part of my day. No angels, no idea why. I just know this is so wrong. I am tired of feeling sorry and anxious about him and his moods. I am tired of it always being "the woman's fault". Tired of allowing him to raise my hopes up and then watch him as he takes pride in dashing them in front of me. Did I ever forget one of your special days ? NO, Never..Every exam you took, every Oct Birthday, every important work event..I never forgot..I was always there to cheer you up, cheer you on or hold you as you dealt with failure. I never complained and wore the collar you put on me with pride as you "chose" to collar me. I worried about you, I prayed for you and I put your needs first always even when they were about the "only woman you want who doesn't want you". When I said "Forever Friends" I meant it..and when you called me your "Great Best Friend" what a damm shame you did not mean one word of it.

I refuse to allow you to hurt me anymore. I refuse to allow you to steal anymore of my heart. I did everything I could to make your world a happier place. I hope one day you know what it feels like to feel like me. No, that would be to cruel and I was never the cruel one. I wish you'd been the man you pretended to be. Sadly that was to much to hope for.

Sorry for the sad blog..Next time it will be a better , happier post/thread. Kicking the negative to the curb.

Hugs,

Maureen

You know how they say the truth hurts ? It hurts Less then a lie..Trust me.

Hello all,

This photo says it all for me. Truly does. The fake image is forever shattered now. The truth is out there for one and all to see.

I'd trade the word Illusion for delusion..It was all an Illusion made by his own delusions...

Thank God for the People who came to me and told me the truth :) Thank God indeed.

M

My Dollhouse is Haunted by Memories

Hello Dear Readers,

Welcome to 2013...Been awhile since I've posted. Lots of changes and things going on to talk about at length and when I have time to sit down and really type it all out and share I will.

I saw this funny card land in my news feed at another site and thought, "OH HELLS  yeah, that card belongs here." After all this is the Haunted Dollhouse no doubt.

The Prince and I were back to actually speaking,sharing and emailing. I  am surprised too, as he threw me away back in Aug 2012..Then proceeded to email me again so we could "salvage our friendship"..so far so good...and the emails kept flowing. Now he has gone silent again and no idea why..All I can do is what I've always done, leave the door open and the light on. I think we will always be a part of each others life because there is caring and affection plus we share way to many friends in common. A 7 year history is hard to walk away from on both sides it seems.. unless he has finally done that.

The other "Other" site has gone through some big changes and weathered some huge issues and glitches to get there. I thank my "Boss" publicly as he came back to the company he founded and lent a hand on fixing pages and solving problems. I will not give up the hope that one day he will be sitting in the Big Chair once more and the site can truly be what he and some of Us hope it can be. A real social networking site where real people are members and no more fakes, trolls, scammers, escorts, bots or fake pix. Just be real. Wouldn't that be something indeed ? We won't give up and I hope the members we care about won't give up on all of Us either.

My photo site appears to be safe for the moment from the ravings of a woman who wanted to bring it down. So far so good ..it seems the photos I shared are making folks smile and feel happy..The photos are then shared with others to make their day a happier one. I have even made some friends from that site who have introduced me to some amazing artists I had never heard of and I love ART !! One of the artists asked me for a photo of myself so he could do a portrait based on me..I am so flattered and honoured he would think to ask that of me. :)

I need to sit down and get back to my own erotic writing. It has been to long. I know the Prince was never happy I was writing of adventures we shared but I am a writer who needs to write and share what is in my heart and my passion. My Sugar Daddy has been very proud of my work though he has never read it and never will..I am grateful he indulges me and my wants/needs. I am one lucky Sugar Baby :)

XXOO Until Next time my Darlings, Happy Weekend,

Maureen

Sizzling HOTTTT..10 Things you did not know about Me ..Little Miss Sugar Baby :)

Hello my Darling Readers..

I've been tagged on the Adult web site I use.. (not ashamed of it either..It is a great site when everything works the way it is supposed to) ...Yeahhhhhh someone thought enough of me to do that..or as I truly think, thought I was sooo boring I could not come up with 10 things..LOL..or needed a boost to my blog..LOL. I posted this on my blog at the "adult" site some of Us use..so for those who have read this before , my apologies for repeating it..Just felt it was to good to just let it sit there and not be shared. I have also added a few tiny things to this hottt list.



 Here we goooooooooo...

10 things you did not know about me ( Or you did and never really wanted to know..LOL ...or you did not but guessed if it was weird..it must be wee wicked Maureen )

1) I am British/Irish/Dutch/American Indian (2 different tribes ) I am very proud of my own brand of diversity.

2 ) I am an unrepentant sugar baby/Kept woman. I provide pleasure and I am taken care of. No apologies here.

3) I am a writer (who is soo in need of a great editor) and actor. I have done both since I was a kid. I used to work in the Horror/mystery genre until I discovered a talent for erotica which I love, LOVE writing. (Thank you to my "Prince" )

4) I work out daily with a regular weekly routine of 700 pushups and arm curls with weights..70 miles of biking and running too. I love to dance and believe without music I'd perish swiftly.

5) I collect some toys..mostly dolls. I now have way to many..the same with lingerie, corsets, makeup, perfume and purses..wayyyy to many.

6) I love to Travel and we usually spend time in Southern California and Las Vegas.

7) Most folks see me as Strawberry Shortcake Princess Kitten type. I see myself as just me. I am loyal and can be counted on in emergencies to stand with the ones who need me the most. I may look like a sex kitten/toy doll but I have a core of steel where those I love are concerned. I am also Five feet 1 inch tall..hence the little, wicked wee part of how they see me. Yes, it has been said my chest has a tendency to enter a room 30 mins before the rest of me.

8) I have been told by some friends here( adult site ) that I am to nice, sweet, kind and complimentary to others. I see it as being Me..I want to make people feel good and smile..and well, screw it folks, I am damm good at it. I believe in what I say and I believe in compliments and praise. You only get once chance to get it right and make someones day better..take that chance. The reward will be Great Karma for life.

9) I love to bake desserts and love cooking shows. I am quite a foodie but do not have expensive taste in foods. I also do not drink much except for my one drink a year limit when I am in Las Vegas and dancing on table tops. I have no need for drugs..Life; happiness and pleasing a man can be my drug. I LOVE to please men and make the beautiful women I am lucky enough to know smile, laugh and feel great !!

10) I have my Sugar Daddy and one other man has claims on me..Prince Charming. He knows who he is.( and he will NEVER read this..LOL..I have no fear on that score. Somehow he loves my erotica but is not a fan of my blogging. I wonder why ..LOL..WINK )

C'est Moi mi amors...

Au revoir my darlings,

xxxooo,

Maureen

PS: Wanna share 10 things with me that I don't know about you ? Feel free to share my angels..

Trick or Treat..Oh Baby Come and see what I've got here...

Hello Darling Readers,

Been a loooonggg few weeks here dealing with friends, no make that, people I thought were my friends, having emotional crisis one right after the other. Many nights sitting up with them, listening to them, comforting them..or having them phone the house early in the morning or late at night..I dropped what I was doing to be there for them..because that is how I view friendship..to have good friends, one must be a GOOD friend..Put others first :) Only to find out on All Hallows Eve (Oct 30 2012) that I am. "NOT my friend" as he deleted me from his life. :( Oh well, at least I can say I tried. I tried to be there, to listen and to offer comfort and hugs when needed. I wish him only peace, health and happiness and I truly mean it too.

Now onto happier things...Doing my best for others took its toll on me and knocked out a nerve in my back causing me endless hours of pain..Yet I kept sending "cheer up" msgs to the non friend because that is how I roll. NOW, for our Samhain..Halloween I can be happy..Choco candy, shopping..dinner out and scary dvds I have not seen await me as I ring in Halloween 2012..I hope the best for you all all over the world as you celebrate with Us. May all your tricks be fun and all your treats be delicious.

Happy Halloween 2012 to all my Readers, angels, friends and fellow witches,

Maureen

xxxooo

RIP : Happily ever After and Once Upon a time Princes

Hello Faithful Readers,

Oui, C'est Moi..Maureen..the Sugar Baby Princess..who always believes until there is nothing left to believe in. Right now my head is killing me, the tears are non stop and I blame myself for everything.

Hugsss & a whole mess o' Tears,

Maureen