It's me once again. I am home finally from my romantic adventures in Hollywood. My Sugar Daddy took the photo here so I could share it with one and all.
My Tarot was right. I did need to get away and get my head straight again and figure out what I truly want and need for my own life. I needed to take a step back and try and figure out where I am heading to. I needed a break from Prince Charming and all the extra drama surrounding me. Did I think about the Prince while in Los Angeles ? Of course I did, but not as much as I thought I would. I saw his name everywhere and even saw buses with the names of the cities he lived in while going to University down here in Los Angeles. One night I went to a fast food eatery and the Manager reminded me sooo much of Prince R that I had to laugh. He even did the same Rico Suave act and flirted with me very obvious too. The Manager even assured me "I will see you tomorrow"..LOL..Really ?? Let me know how that works for you, I thought.
We had a marvelous drive to So Calif and made it there in 6 hours or so. I love Hollywood and have friends who are in the industry and that makes for fascinating conversation. I was having a blast till Sun night when I went into my hotel rooms bath and was in the shower..I suddenly slipped..found myself falling backwards and smacked my head straight into the shower wall with such a force, it shook the room. I screamed and I could hear my Sugar Daddy yell from the other room where the Grammys were on and Adele was singing. I found myself pitching forward and about to slam face first into the hard tile floor outside the shower/tub when I felt something or someone push me backwards..I hit the wall again, leaving brusies all over my back, started to slide down into the tub and as it happened, I began to view it all from outside of my body..I blacked out and the next thing I know Sugar Daddy is standing next to the tub quite concerned. He asked me who the President was and I said "Von Hindenburg" and we thought if I can name cabinet ministers from 1930's Germany, than I am going to be okay. It was a long tense night and alot of ice on my head. We did not sleep till well into the next morning.
I am still having some twinges of pain from this fall and smackdown in the tub. I can not recall how I ended up in the tub and it hurts to try to remember what really happened in there. I will never know who saved me I just know someone did and it sure as hell was not me. My friend Mare sent me a message detailing something similar happened to her in her artists studio. She believes we were both saved for a reason. Am I worth saving ? Probably not..but someone thought so..and here I am to blog yet another day.. The rest of the trip was amazing..fun filled..Cool people I met..Great meals..Lovely presents and a very romantic Valentines day.
I am happy to be home but truly miss So Calif right now. I would have preferred to have a non accident trip but there you go..somethings happen for a reason.. As we drove home we were about 55 miles frome home when a guy was speeding behind us..so we pulled over and slowed down to let him pass us and he did so at 80+ miles per hour..he lost control of his car, an SUV and went up on 2 wheels and slammed into a big rig in the next lane..His radiator fluid ended up spraying all over our car/windshield. With Sugar Daddys Nascar driving skills we managed to avoid getting anything worse than that. I checked on the big rig guy and the speedy driver and both were shaken but okay. What a trip..starts off with a fall and ends with a crash...We made it safely home though and boy did our house look great to us by than.
Happy to be home and Happy to be writing this to you all..Happy Weekend,
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Hello My Friends,
I am enjoying life each and every day. A year ago in Feb 2011 I was dealing with a bizarre female stalker at our "other" site. She was determined to make me pay for walking, no make that, running away from her so called "friendship". It was one of the brighter decisions I ever made. 2011 was a year of personal growth for me. My erotic writing took off and has over 35,000 readers now. I am very happy that something I created can make others happy too.
2011 was the year of the "Prince Charming" and all that he did for me,because of me and to me. He is my muse, good or bad. The writing will live long after I have ceased to and am to be found in one of the 7 circles of Hell. (LOL) I am sooooooooo going to dedicate the book of erotica to him even though he would prefer to remain in the shadows. I feel like taking a lighthouse and turning that big light right on my work. :)
I keep hearing from my men and women friends on how hard it is to find love and sexual chemistry. I hear Men blaming women and vici versa. I am in the rare situation with more than one to keep me happy though one is trying harder than the other these days ;) I want all my friends to find what they are seeking to make them happy. Do whatever it takes to satisfy the primal urges. Why say No when saying Yes feels so right ?
I guess I am just sitting here right now and wondering what do I really want ? Is what I wanted last year still what I am aching for this year ? Where is the man who told me he wanted me pulsating and panting for his touch ? How he demanded to see that before coming to me..I never said being a Sugar Babyz was easy but damm my angels, it should not be this hard. Should it ?
I did my own Tarot as you've seen me mention before..it was very eye opening. The cards read the Prince exactly as I knew they would. They described him to a "T". They also said for my own good I needed to take a vaca somewhere..and soon..Week later another Horoscope arrives and tells me Sugar Daddy and Babyz have to go away NOW. I told Sugar Daddy and lo and behold he believed it too. I received an interesting Tarot reading today by email and thought I'd share it here.
The Three cards for my reading for WED FEB 1st 2012 were..
The World (Love)..The Hanged Man (Touchstone)..The Star (Career)
The World (Love)..The Hanged Man (Touchstone)..The Star (Career)
Today, you're in no mood to declare your undying devotion to your partner, MAUREEN. The conjunction of the Hanged Man and the World puts you in a bad position for making sacrifices or concessions. You keep your distance rather than get too involved, and you prefer light-heartedness to stability. You must act as you think best, but take care not to hurt those close to you with your fickle attitude.Professionally, your projects seem to have come to a standstill. The alliance between the Star and the Hanged Man indicates a situation where you can do nothing, but wait. Naturally, this is quite frustrating. Even more so because you have plenty of ideas, but neither the resources nor the authority to put them into practice. Your action radius is rather reduced, because the people higher up are not giving you the recognition and trust that you deserve. Do not let this get you down too much; continue to do your best!
This was followed by these two, a regular horoscope and a Love scope..
Your love horoscope for February 1, 2012 Don't allow the appearance of troubled waters to stop you from planning a wonderful time out with your partner later on today. The current transits could mean that you may have a few things to discuss, but it would be best if you did not put this off, even though you suspect that you may need to be quite firm about a certain issue. Talking brings a happy resolution.
Your horoscope for February 1, 2012 Love matters may seem to be far worse than they really are, MAUREEN. Emotion runs high as your current love interest seems preoccupied and uncommunicative; however, it wouldn't be a good idea to let your insecurities get the best of you and lash out. Your partner's heart is with you, though the mind is another matter. Family or career problems are getting in the way of your enjoying each other. Bite your tongue, be patient, and hang in there.
Not sure what to make of any of it yet..It is WED and that is ..um..was a Prince Charming day..
Hoping your HUMP Day/WED is a Great one,