Saturday, April 20, 2013

Bigger Better Brighter Days Ahead

Good Morning Darling Readers..

I promised a happier Blog post and this is it..A few cute jpegs that made my heart go "awww" when I saw them.

Happy News to share : I am now at over 50,000 views/readers of my 5 Erotic tales and for that I am so damm grateful. Thank you all for helping me reach this milestone. It is just the beginning..Onwards and Upwards.

At another site where My Erotica is published..I started a thread titled "Lost Princess"..on my search for answers as to why a Man pretended to be Prince Charming and a Master when he was not able to be either of those things. I have made some lifelong family/friends at that site. In the 3 yrs the thread has been up...It has reached 100 pages...36,799 views and 2,475 replies. Men and Women came together to help the Lost Princess (Me) find some answers. Along the way we've shared advice, laughs, sexy giggles, smiles and sadness too..Some of our family there have weathered health issues and breakups. We stood together and weathered it all. This morning a post by me created page #100.

I have not cried over the loss of  "The Prince". I did cry over Boston and West Texas and Prayed for peace and safety for all I care for. No tears for him though I know that feeling all to well over 3 yrs..I never gave up on the image of him that he pretended to be. I probably never will. I wish him peace and happiness and may the woman he loves so much one day find it in her heart to not make fun of him and love him back instead of making him and his love for her a joke to be mocked and ridiculed.

I have all my emotions back and all pistons are firing Normal and Happy :) I just wanted to share the jpegs in case others here feel the same type of loss and sadness..YOU can and will heal..It just takes time for us all to begin anew. If I can do it, and I never thought I could..Then so can YOU.

Hang in there Darlings..This roller coaster is on the way UP for good...



Thursday, April 18, 2013

Happy Birthday To Me On My Day of Freedom :)

Hello Darling Readers,

Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeee...This is the first time in 3 yrs that a certain "Prince" will not be a part of my day. No angels, no idea why. I just know this is so wrong. I am tired of feeling sorry and anxious about him and his moods. I am tired of it always being "the woman's fault". Tired of allowing him to raise my hopes up and then watch him as he takes pride in dashing them in front of me. Did I ever forget one of your special days ? NO, Never..Every exam you took, every Oct Birthday, every important work event..I never forgot..I was always there to cheer you up, cheer you on or hold you as you dealt with failure. I never complained and wore the collar you put on me with pride as you "chose" to collar me. I worried about you, I prayed for you and I put your needs first always even when they were about the "only woman you want who doesn't want you". When I said "Forever Friends" I meant it..and when you called me your "Great Best Friend" what a damm shame you did not mean one word of it.

I refuse to allow you to hurt me anymore. I refuse to allow you to steal anymore of my heart. I did everything I could to make your world a happier place. I hope one day you know what it feels like to feel like me. No, that would be to cruel and I was never the cruel one. I wish you'd been the man you pretended to be. Sadly that was to much to hope for.

Sorry for the sad blog..Next time it will be a better , happier post/thread. Kicking the negative to the curb.



Friday, April 12, 2013

You know how they say the truth hurts ? It hurts Less then a lie..Trust me.

Hello all,

This photo says it all for me. Truly does. The fake image is forever shattered now. The truth is out there for one and all to see.

I'd trade the word Illusion for delusion..It was all an Illusion made by his own delusions...

Thank God for the People who came to me and told me the truth :) Thank God indeed.