Ode to a Prince

Happy Tues all...

I wrote this and shared it in my blog on our "other" site..I heard this song and I thought to myself, "Wow, this is what I've tried to tell Prince Charming but it is not getting through." He told me recently he'd been to my blog on our "other" site and read some of it, viewed pix etc. I was thrilled he made that effort and then one day K101-FM began playing this song and I knew it..felt it..it fit with everything I've ever tried to tell him in the yrs we've been friends. If  I am anything , I am loyal to those I love/care about. I am the one you call in the middle of the night if he or she broke your heart, the one you call when You get busted and need bail money..The one friend who won't ask intrusive questions..The One who will stand with you when others won't. I believe when others won't and I stay the same, always always always, once I promise I stick to it. Other friends and lovers may leave you alone but I never will..the only way we part is if you walk away. Womb to the tomb is my life.

I asked The Prince recently about the collar..he said it is intact until he says otherwise. Through heaven, hell and everything in between. The roller coaster we've been on has taken some huge drops but even better HUGE Climbs. Thanks to him I have my erotica and more to come from our tales of adventures on Our "other" site. I will keep on writing so the memories will never fade. Thanks to him I have friends in my life I might not have been blessed to meet. I have reunited with friends I thought lost and am helping to save the "other" site because it is worth saving. For Employee's and Members alike.

This is my Ode to him..He might never see it but as I said in the blog post below.I will..and I will know I have written this and shared it.

Thanks for reading & xoxoxox,

Maureen

My Blog Post on Our "Other" Site :

Hello...

I had this song on my mind and in my heart so felt I had to share it. You won't see it, or read this but I'll know I did this. The lyrics are perfect. I sang this song today while naked in the bathroom..Yes, thinking of you.

Oh and yes, Sinner and sinning Redhead here..LOL..do not tell me by now you are surprised at this..LOL. You once told me how evil I was..I do not think I can surprise you anymore..or perhaps I will..

I always believed in You..Always..always and always.

xxoo,

Ana6

My Kind Of Love

I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try.
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy,
Still I'm not gonna lie.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

I know i'm far from perfect,
Nothin' like your entourage.
I can't grant you any wishes,
I won't promise you the stars.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

Cause when you've given up,
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
That's when you feel my kind of love.
And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your happy off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.

You won't see me at the parties,
I guess I'm just no fun.
I won't be turning up the radio
Singing "Baby You're The One".
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

I know sometimes I get angry
And I say what I don't mean.
I know I keep my heart protected,
Far away from my sleeve.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.

Cause when you've given up
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
That's when you feel my kind of love.
And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your happy off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.

Cause when you've given up.
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
That's when you feel my kind of love.

HOTTTT New Dolls Find their way into my Haunted Dollhouse World..Come peek :)

Hello My Faithful Readers,

I hope your summer has been an awesome one so far. A Lot of changes going on around me and kept meaning to come back and share pix here and to post. Taa Daaa, I have come by to update on my life and the dolls too.

The dolls above were found within days of each other Deuce Gorgon (Boy doll on right) was found $12.99 at Target and the girl doll on the left, Venus was found today at Wal Mart $13.97. Both are rare and hard to find..I had pretty much given up hope on finding Deuce but there he was when I went to Target at 6 pm, right on the peg..Only 1 there. Venus was in the Wal Mart MH doll aisle, left under some other older dolls..as if she might have been an after thought, hidden by someone or employee tossed her there unaware of her value. We also found this nice display for the new "13 Wishes" series of Monster High dolls. You can see the new dolls Gigi and Twyla in this display. They are $19.99 each.

I really like the look of some of the new dolls. I do not get them all, or I should say my Sugar Daddy does not buy them all..Just the ones I most want. He knew how much I wanted Deuce and tonight he reminded me that I did not have a Venus doll. I think she is stunning and love her hair.

Life in my Haunted Dollhouse has been going fairly well recently. After June with the horrible fever/flu and then damaging a disc in my back, July had to be better and it was..along with Aug so far. Some of you might not know that this month is not a good month for me. I have lost people I loved in this month..I idolized Marilyn Monroe (as did my Mom) and she was lost Aug 5th..I adored Sharon Tate and she was lost Aug 9th..Then my Mom passed away Aug 11th and my best friend Alex followed on Aug 23rd. Relatives and loved ones have birthdays and anniversaries in Aug so that is the only thing that keeps me from hating this month or thinking it must be cursed.

I am still working on "other" site activity and enjoying the feedback my latest proposals have received. Right now we are working on the official AFF page site for Facebook and on ideas to increase female membership on the site. Men and women have been sending me some really great ideas for which I shall always be grateful. I am watching the stock price closely and collecting all ideas we can and putting them into a report to the Boss. Things are looking up my darlings, they truly are. I have always believed in the employee's there and the members who are working together so hard to help make the site the success it deserves to be.

It has been one year now since Prince Charming walked away from me..then came back to talk to me and send emails..He stopped suddenly in March 2013 only to resume the emails at the end of July 2013. I know we are destined to be a part of each others lives always. We have come to far, gone through to much to just say Goodbye forever. I am happy we can talk and there is no sadness, anger or guilt. I have missed that part of him and his heart the most..The Friendship part.

I have been busy so I have sadly neglected to work on my own writing. I have erotic tales burning up inside of me, begging for me to find the time to write down the memory of our encounters..I promise you my angels, there is time and they are going to be worth the wait.

Happy HUMP Day/WED and Enjoy my new Dolls as much as I will. The last photo is of the new Powerghoul doll only available at Target, Tori the villain known as Catastrophe.

xxoo,

Maureen

I was the One who.....& Fake friends, flu and Screw it I am awesome...LOL :)

Hello Darling Readers,

Just saw this in my Facebook newsfeed and thought, "Wow..that is everything you did for the Fake Not so Charming one." I just had to share it . Been doing a lot of work trying to help out the site he works for. NOT for him dear ones but for all the wonderful and REAL friends I have made who work there or are members there. For them I am staying the course and trying to help where I can. I gave my word and I am bound and determined to keep it because my friends , the REAL ones are worth it.

I've just come through a week of the worst flu bug ever. I pray none of you catch it as it is really horrible. I thought I'd land in the ER when the 3rd day of fever finally broke. Thank you to all the loving friends who came forward with advice and support. It truly meant a lot to me.

Just as I was in the first initial stages of the illness I had been working on connecting with some people, former employee's of the site to ask them their advice on fixing certain issues on site with the company. I have met with several wonderful folks who seemed glad to give of their time and share their ideas and opinions. I was lucky to run into these amazing people. Then suddenly without warning or even asking me a simple question which would have been the adult intelligent thing to do, the former employee's vanished off the face of the Earth. (YES, I know WHO said what to them and I know exactly what lies they told) So, this next jpeg photo is for them..I actually was put on Earth to entertain folks..That is what I do. I am an actor/writer and yes, I am damm good at it. Just a reminder dear friends and readers do not sit back and worry if folks do not like you because of someone's lies..Just be YOU , the Best YOU that you can be and do no harm to other living things..REAL friends will love you no matter what and as for the rest..YOU do not need them in your world or life....Karma will take care of the rest for you. :)

..and one final word...Yes R the photo at the top is everything I did for you once...To bad your memory is so faulty that you forget the real friend you had in Me.

Happy Thurs Hugs & Kisses,

Maureen

OH YES.. I am Fabulous..it says it right here..LOL..& So ARE YOU :)

Hello Darlings,

C'est Moi...Happy Happy Fabulous Me..Hope you are all as happy as I am. I have been working on my writing, networking new connections and helping out with the "other" site. Makes me feel good to accomplish things for myself and others.

I am in a sharing mood..so be forewarned...LOL

Love that Photo :) Actually wanted to share some song lyrics from a new artist that I just heard for the first time last week..the song stuck in my head..so here it is :


GINNY BLACKMORE LYRICS

"Bones"

I wish that you could see
Who I really am.
It sucks being a woman,
In love with an unkind man,
Cause baby I would give you the world,
In fact, I already do.
And how do you repay that?
Talk to me like I'm just a regular tramp tryna screw you
Over, do you even have a clue
What I gave up just to be here,
To serve your ass with steak and beer?

Baby that's love
Baby that's real
And all I've ever wanted was for your damn arms
To wrap themselves around me and say

Hey, girl you're the prettiest thing my eyes have ever seen
Come and lay your bones down with me
Come and lay your bones down with me
Hey girl you're the prettiest thing my heart has ever known
Come and lay your bones down with me
Come and lay your bones down with me

I'm not tryna play the victim
Don't wanna go head to head
But boy I shouldn't have to stand in the mirror
Convincing myself I'm fair
Baby that's your job to do
Baby you should think I'm beautiful
Why you wanna watch the set
When I'm layin' right next to you in our own room
I feel like you don't even know I'm there
But I put a brush through my hair for you
Run my fingertips over your back real smooth

Cause boy I need love
I don't get enough
And all I've ever wanted was for your damn arms
To put themselves around me and say

Hey, girl you're the prettiest thing my eyes have ever seen
Come and lay your bones down with me
Come and lay your bones down with me
Hey girl you're the prettiest thing my heart has ever known
Come and lay your bones down with me
Come and lay your bones down with me

I look you dead in the eye and say I love you
In the eye and say I want you
In the eye and say this is what I'm asking for
How can you sit and stare at the wall
Do you even like me at all?
Start talking 'bout makin' it better
It ain't that complicated
I just wanna feel your arms around me, babe
Please say...

Girl you're the prettiest thing my eyes have ever seen
Come and lay your bones down with me
Come and lay your bones down with me
Hey girl you're the prettiest thing my heart has ever known
Come and lay your bones down with me
Come and lay your bones down with me

Please, please baby
It's a woman's dream

Never expected that from me did ya ? LOL..Apparently God thinks I am.. I have the whip, chains, corset and heels ..time to be what I was born to be.

Hugs & Kisses,

Maureen

Bigger Better Brighter Days Ahead

Good Morning Darling Readers..

I promised a happier Blog post and this is it..A few cute jpegs that made my heart go "awww" when I saw them.

Happy News to share : I am now at over 50,000 views/readers of my 5 Erotic tales and for that I am so damm grateful. Thank you all for helping me reach this milestone. It is just the beginning..Onwards and Upwards.

At another site where My Erotica is published..I started a thread titled "Lost Princess"..on my search for answers as to why a Man pretended to be Prince Charming and a Master when he was not able to be either of those things. I have made some lifelong family/friends at that site. In the 3 yrs the thread has been up...It has reached 100 pages...36,799 views and 2,475 replies. Men and Women came together to help the Lost Princess (Me) find some answers. Along the way we've shared advice, laughs, sexy giggles, smiles and sadness too..Some of our family there have weathered health issues and breakups. We stood together and weathered it all. This morning a post by me created page #100.

I have not cried over the loss of  "The Prince". I did cry over Boston and West Texas and Prayed for peace and safety for all I care for. No tears for him though I know that feeling all to well over 3 yrs..I never gave up on the image of him that he pretended to be. I probably never will. I wish him peace and happiness and may the woman he loves so much one day find it in her heart to not make fun of him and love him back instead of making him and his love for her a joke to be mocked and ridiculed.

I have all my emotions back and all pistons are firing Normal and Happy :) I just wanted to share the jpegs in case others here feel the same type of loss and sadness..YOU can and will heal..It just takes time for us all to begin anew. If I can do it, and I never thought I could..Then so can YOU.

Hang in there Darlings..This roller coaster is on the way UP for good...

Hugss,

Maureen

Happy Birthday To Me On My Day of Freedom :)

Hello Darling Readers,

Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeee...This is the first time in 3 yrs that a certain "Prince" will not be a part of my day. No angels, no idea why. I just know this is so wrong. I am tired of feeling sorry and anxious about him and his moods. I am tired of it always being "the woman's fault". Tired of allowing him to raise my hopes up and then watch him as he takes pride in dashing them in front of me. Did I ever forget one of your special days ? NO, Never..Every exam you took, every Oct Birthday, every important work event..I never forgot..I was always there to cheer you up, cheer you on or hold you as you dealt with failure. I never complained and wore the collar you put on me with pride as you "chose" to collar me. I worried about you, I prayed for you and I put your needs first always even when they were about the "only woman you want who doesn't want you". When I said "Forever Friends" I meant it..and when you called me your "Great Best Friend" what a damm shame you did not mean one word of it.

I refuse to allow you to hurt me anymore. I refuse to allow you to steal anymore of my heart. I did everything I could to make your world a happier place. I hope one day you know what it feels like to feel like me. No, that would be to cruel and I was never the cruel one. I wish you'd been the man you pretended to be. Sadly that was to much to hope for.

Sorry for the sad blog..Next time it will be a better , happier post/thread. Kicking the negative to the curb.

Hugs,

Maureen

You know how they say the truth hurts ? It hurts Less then a lie..Trust me.

Hello all,

This photo says it all for me. Truly does. The fake image is forever shattered now. The truth is out there for one and all to see.

I'd trade the word Illusion for delusion..It was all an Illusion made by his own delusions...

Thank God for the People who came to me and told me the truth :) Thank God indeed.

M

My Dollhouse is Haunted by Memories

Hello Dear Readers,

Welcome to 2013...Been awhile since I've posted. Lots of changes and things going on to talk about at length and when I have time to sit down and really type it all out and share I will.

I saw this funny card land in my news feed at another site and thought, "OH HELLS  yeah, that card belongs here." After all this is the Haunted Dollhouse no doubt.

The Prince and I were back to actually speaking,sharing and emailing. I  am surprised too, as he threw me away back in Aug 2012..Then proceeded to email me again so we could "salvage our friendship"..so far so good...and the emails kept flowing. Now he has gone silent again and no idea why..All I can do is what I've always done, leave the door open and the light on. I think we will always be a part of each others life because there is caring and affection plus we share way to many friends in common. A 7 year history is hard to walk away from on both sides it seems.. unless he has finally done that.

The other "Other" site has gone through some big changes and weathered some huge issues and glitches to get there. I thank my "Boss" publicly as he came back to the company he founded and lent a hand on fixing pages and solving problems. I will not give up the hope that one day he will be sitting in the Big Chair once more and the site can truly be what he and some of Us hope it can be. A real social networking site where real people are members and no more fakes, trolls, scammers, escorts, bots or fake pix. Just be real. Wouldn't that be something indeed ? We won't give up and I hope the members we care about won't give up on all of Us either.

My photo site appears to be safe for the moment from the ravings of a woman who wanted to bring it down. So far so good ..it seems the photos I shared are making folks smile and feel happy..The photos are then shared with others to make their day a happier one. I have even made some friends from that site who have introduced me to some amazing artists I had never heard of and I love ART !! One of the artists asked me for a photo of myself so he could do a portrait based on me..I am so flattered and honoured he would think to ask that of me. :)

I need to sit down and get back to my own erotic writing. It has been to long. I know the Prince was never happy I was writing of adventures we shared but I am a writer who needs to write and share what is in my heart and my passion. My Sugar Daddy has been very proud of my work though he has never read it and never will..I am grateful he indulges me and my wants/needs. I am one lucky Sugar Baby :)

XXOO Until Next time my Darlings, Happy Weekend,

Maureen